i am clumsy, and ditsy, and dumb sometimes and yup i do somethings
sometimes that arent very smart.... but i know whats best for me and my
lil boy. cuz ima mommy. and its knowing whats best for me and my son
that keeps me going...its the new first words and the KISSES, the smacks
in the face and the throw up on my brand new shoes. its the knowing
that i dont need to wear make up anymore to feel pretty. its the cups of
coffee and how funny it is when you crawl away real fast cuz you know
your in trouble...its the days when i feel like i need him again and the
days when i know we've never been better off without him. its all the
HALF-eaten toliet paper shredded down the hall and the mountain of baby
clothes and toys that now take up the ENTIRETY of my room. its the
choking on every little thing you place in your mouth that scares the
shit outa me. its the faces and expressions that are so DARN amazing.
its the way you make me SMILE. its the crumbled up saltines on my lap
and the the round of applause you gives yourself after im all messy. its
the bubble baths where you smear the bubbles in my face because you are
trying to share with me. its your OUTRAGEOUS medical bills. its YOU my
sweet baby FACE, its EVERYTHING about my son that makes me
feel...everything that makes me care in life. Xa'Kaevyan Kohl, you are
my EVERYTHING. always have been and ALWAYS will be. I LOVE you son. I
hope everyday that you get older, you always know i will always be there
for you :D
You are my entire LIFE.
Without you, i am NOTHING...
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