i wanted to blog...just because.
im riding on one a those emotional roller coasters
they sukk, bad :(
im happy...
im sad...
i just wanted to say.... well hell, i dont know what i wanted to say. i have a headache and i dont really know how i feel anymore, getting online tommorrow just to talk to him
i have new pics just havent gotten around to posting...
which NO, isnt like me at all...but then im not myself today...or anyday for that matter.
i keep looking around the room, trying to find something to say to you people and im not getting anything...so i guess ima go to bed, ilyilyily becasue you cant ever say it enough...
(iN oTHer NewS: still have bout 100 bucks to go to finish kaevyans party supply list... kaevyan is now trying to run and trips over his own feet daily :) lol. im laughing more and crying less and i take that as a good sign. im kinda bakk. not all the way but im getting there. im going to the dr tommorrow to talk to him about the aneimia...and it turns out i am human... :(awe man)[lol] so that means i do make mistakes but ive learned that once something is said, you cant just take it bakk. which is why im forgiving him and letting it go...for good. since im human i also know that i say things alot and sometimes i want to go bakk but this time im pretty sure im done lol...i need to focus on what i can do to make my son have the best life...im a pretty good mommy i must admit...am kinda down in my social life. i feel that slippin away again...dont know if that makes me happy or what??)
anyways goodnight people. ily and i lovelovelove my son. leave me love :)
im riding on one a those emotional roller coasters
they sukk, bad :(
im happy...
im sad...
i just wanted to say.... well hell, i dont know what i wanted to say. i have a headache and i dont really know how i feel anymore, getting online tommorrow just to talk to him
i have new pics just havent gotten around to posting...
which NO, isnt like me at all...but then im not myself today...or anyday for that matter.
i keep looking around the room, trying to find something to say to you people and im not getting anything...so i guess ima go to bed, ilyilyily becasue you cant ever say it enough...
(iN oTHer NewS: still have bout 100 bucks to go to finish kaevyans party supply list... kaevyan is now trying to run and trips over his own feet daily :) lol. im laughing more and crying less and i take that as a good sign. im kinda bakk. not all the way but im getting there. im going to the dr tommorrow to talk to him about the aneimia...and it turns out i am human... :(awe man)[lol] so that means i do make mistakes but ive learned that once something is said, you cant just take it bakk. which is why im forgiving him and letting it go...for good. since im human i also know that i say things alot and sometimes i want to go bakk but this time im pretty sure im done lol...i need to focus on what i can do to make my son have the best life...im a pretty good mommy i must admit...am kinda down in my social life. i feel that slippin away again...dont know if that makes me happy or what??)
anyways goodnight people. ily and i lovelovelove my son. leave me love :)