so yes, i do over-shadow my son. he falls over from a standing position,
he falls over a couple inches off something, he trips and rolls off of
something, he hits his head, any little thing that hurts him i wanna
jump in the car and drive to the emergency room and yell at the doctors
to do something. and as a parent i get alot of negative feedback from
others who think im spoiling him or trying to over power him and never
let him experience hurt or pain or anything...
well i finally sat down and really thought about it and i know why im really over protective and its not a bad reason...to be truthful. i have friends who held their babies in their arms and laid them down for a nap and their children never woke up. ive heard of people who wait to take their kids in to the doctor for something as small as what seems like an ear infection and a couple of days later theyve died of menegitis...so many scary stories about women losing their little ones and im scared...
i lay kaevyan down for a nap and check on him almost every 20 minutes and still feel bad cause its not often enough...he plays on a small matress on the floor which is less then a half foot drop and he will roll off, and i literally will sprint for him to pick him up and cuddle, just to be sure he is ok...i get frusterated with people when i mention that i want to take kaevyan to the dr cause he just doesnt look ok or act ok and people tell me its ok tyasia im sure he is fine...im SCARED...
im so scared of losing my little boy. i know to some people this sounds stupid but since everyone wants to know why im all over the poor kid when he bumps his head or trips and falls thats why. and im not sorry...i love my son. and ive almost lost him once...
i refuse to let anything get in the way of him livng a healthy life again....i know, if i lost kaevyan. i would cease to exsist, because with out my kaevyan i am NOTHING...
well i finally sat down and really thought about it and i know why im really over protective and its not a bad reason...to be truthful. i have friends who held their babies in their arms and laid them down for a nap and their children never woke up. ive heard of people who wait to take their kids in to the doctor for something as small as what seems like an ear infection and a couple of days later theyve died of menegitis...so many scary stories about women losing their little ones and im scared...
i lay kaevyan down for a nap and check on him almost every 20 minutes and still feel bad cause its not often enough...he plays on a small matress on the floor which is less then a half foot drop and he will roll off, and i literally will sprint for him to pick him up and cuddle, just to be sure he is ok...i get frusterated with people when i mention that i want to take kaevyan to the dr cause he just doesnt look ok or act ok and people tell me its ok tyasia im sure he is fine...im SCARED...
im so scared of losing my little boy. i know to some people this sounds stupid but since everyone wants to know why im all over the poor kid when he bumps his head or trips and falls thats why. and im not sorry...i love my son. and ive almost lost him once...
i refuse to let anything get in the way of him livng a healthy life again....i know, if i lost kaevyan. i would cease to exsist, because with out my kaevyan i am NOTHING...
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