apparently a kiss means nothing...
so i knew this girl and we
werent much of friends, but one day something terrible happened. lots of
things in life are difficult and when things dont go our way, we tend
to get unhappy... when feelings inside us arent let out to leave they
build up inside and can eat you alive. this girl and i, i thought we had
nothing in common, when in sense...we do...this girl and i have or have
had a broken heart and the terrible feelings that can tear you apart...
so
this girl and i are talking and i know we feel bad, and she tells me
you know, im going to feel bad again but right now...im going to
concentrate on being happy. and i said yes that makes sense...and what i
realized when she said that was through pain its best to try and be
happy, and even though you know you will continue to hurt for a while
its best to try and be happy...
im totally there but i want to
let it out that though its better to try nd be happy, never keep your
feelings caught up inside of you too long...ive done that alot and it
only comes back to hurt more...but know time will heal all the pain and
trusting god to help set you in the path he wants you to go down will
help. if i didnt have god throuhg all the stuff i have been through id
be completely lost.
so this girl and i are now good friends and i
feel like i can talk to her, and though its only been a couple of
days...i feel like she could be one of my safe people and that helps to
know that. so to this girl...thank you so much. and thank you to all my
safe people, peyt, kell, nesha... and more recently audrey, thank you
for begining someone im comforatable enough to talk to and be myself
around cuz that doesnt happen often...
so this girl and i,
sitting on a couch disscussing our feelings and i...to be honest, im so
glad i met you. im happy that we went through all this crap bcuz god
knew it would happen this way and though it hurt i can honestly say im
happy it was that way because i got to know you for who you are and in
he end you became my friend :)
so this girl and i, we are crazy, coo-koo, and we get along...and shes my friend...
oh and she took the shot glasses back...
i love my safe people :)
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