Saturday, April 10, 2010

sometimes i smile...for you

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
* my son is my best friend. he makes me smile like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like a bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record, crazy on a sunday night. He makes me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee. just the thought of him drives me wild. My son makes me smile*

-Xa'Kaevyan, carry my heart. take care of it because its yours. as hard as i try...ill never be the PERFECT mom. but just the simple fact that i try is more than most. Your mommys baby boy, now and forever. when i hear this song, i think of you and the things i do for you. like dance with you at night to get you tired, sing to you, even though i dont sing in front of anyone. the way you push me outa the bed in the morning cause darn it, your ready to get up. the bubbly baths when you pick the scent.

and believe it or not, the manymanymany things you do for me. Everything about you, the funny 4 teeth smile, the kisses, when you try to blow on my belly like i do yours, the way you run away when youve put toliet paper in your mouth and i chase after you and you fall down and try to cover your face and hide. the way you run from the vaccum cleaner when i turn it on. crawling under chairs to get to the computer cord to cut off the computer when you think i should pay attention to you (attention hog lol) the way you sit on my lap, grab my face and actually have conversations with me. the way you eat your sucker, and then put it on my nose when you want to share.

i love you so much. your the greatest. i cant believe your already 1 (in 19 days) and its really already been a year. im happy that we have made it so far and there will be manymanymany more birthdays to share with me. but in a way, im sad. im scared to realize that one day you will be a grown man...and ill be old...

mommy loves her facers right now, cause who knows how long your gunna be my facers, i know oone day your gunna want me to call you by your name or some crazy nickname your friends will give you...but you will always be mommas face.

love, mom

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